Baby, no person can replace you from my heart, not in dreams, never in real. If I'm not loving you, if I'm not giving you my time, if not even thinking about you, then sure as hell I ain't giving time to nobody else too. With you it's everything and without you it's simply nothing. I could never punish my heart to this extent by banishing you from my life until now and the worse part is that I can't even tell you the reason behind it. But I just hope that you will understand the necessity of it from my side and if not then please just pretend and move on from this phase and I know that you will do it like you have always been doing, cooperative and comprehensive. It has always been like coming into your life and then leaving you and then doing it all over again but my heart knows it very well that how much I love you but on the other hand, I'm so weak from inside that sometimes I doubt on myself, on my life. And this time it's a biggie! But this is not how it's gonna work every time. I'm not gonna punish myself, moreover not gonna hurt you again. Some last few lines regarding the rehab, if I'm all packed up with my scruples, I promise you this, I will return as a new person, who will never go away again, ever. Otherwise, I'll just disappear. Because you deserve better than me and my feelings. You only live once, but if you do it right, once is enough. And believe me, I wanna do it right for the both of us.
"Twenty years from now you will be more disappointed by the things that you didn't do than by the ones you did do. So throw off the bowlines. Sail away from the safe harbor. Catch the trade winds in your sails. Explore. Dream. Discover.” ― H. Jackson Brown Jr.
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