Baby am I all lost? I mean, of course things don't always turn out the way we want, most of the times they don't and are called sad days I guess. But is that it? Is that like a last option for us to hold on to? Or is there any other way of doing everything right? Baby, these questions are slamming my head these days and I wanted to talk to you about it but I literally can't so I thought of sharing it with the other you! Yeah, this blog is like, it's like a portion of you is in it and I feel it everyday. A big deal to me, keeps me running.
Still no word from you and I kinda feel guilty about it, which is true though. I did screw up big time. Without you I'm lost, pretty much lost. Same old stuff, tried my best to roll back to same person that I used to be but I guess you changed me like for life and for real. I'm trying my best to hold up but everything is going down. But about rest, they are all scattered and lost or broken. Girl, you're not only under my skin, but you are everywhere, inside my heart, my head, eyes, bones, around my aura, and pretty much in everything. Then, how on earth can anybody say stuff to me about forgetting you! Even you! Even if I forget you, then what, because all which is left is nothing else but you and only you.
Then again, it's natural, it happens, like sometimes you gotta leave people alone and walk away. It ain't called giving up and it ain't like you shouldn't try. You just gotta draw the line of determination from desperation. All you gotta do is just do this and in doing this you should never let anyone know about your Achilles heel. Because sometimes, it's just nothing else but this and in the end, what is truly yours will eventually be yours and what is not, no matter how hard you try will never be. You told me the right thing. But, each individual is like different from each other. And so am I. I never fell for anyone until I met you. And when I did, it was forever. You may find some other guy, maybe better than me but I know I will never!
I know that you won't get to read it but since I strongly believe in Spirituality and stuff or whatever they call it. I think that my thought is gonna reach your head someday and you will give answers which will reach me through your thoughts. Till then, I just hope you to be happy. Take care! :-*
Still no word from you and I kinda feel guilty about it, which is true though. I did screw up big time. Without you I'm lost, pretty much lost. Same old stuff, tried my best to roll back to same person that I used to be but I guess you changed me like for life and for real. I'm trying my best to hold up but everything is going down. But about rest, they are all scattered and lost or broken. Girl, you're not only under my skin, but you are everywhere, inside my heart, my head, eyes, bones, around my aura, and pretty much in everything. Then, how on earth can anybody say stuff to me about forgetting you! Even you! Even if I forget you, then what, because all which is left is nothing else but you and only you.
Then again, it's natural, it happens, like sometimes you gotta leave people alone and walk away. It ain't called giving up and it ain't like you shouldn't try. You just gotta draw the line of determination from desperation. All you gotta do is just do this and in doing this you should never let anyone know about your Achilles heel. Because sometimes, it's just nothing else but this and in the end, what is truly yours will eventually be yours and what is not, no matter how hard you try will never be. You told me the right thing. But, each individual is like different from each other. And so am I. I never fell for anyone until I met you. And when I did, it was forever. You may find some other guy, maybe better than me but I know I will never!
I know that you won't get to read it but since I strongly believe in Spirituality and stuff or whatever they call it. I think that my thought is gonna reach your head someday and you will give answers which will reach me through your thoughts. Till then, I just hope you to be happy. Take care! :-*
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